Ch. 13
On anxiety (solicitude).
WHEN I see a man anxious, I say, What does this man
want? If he did not want some thing which is not in his
power, how could he be anxious? For this reason a lute
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player when he is singing by himself has no anxiety, but
when he enters the theatre, he is anxious even if he has a
good voice and plays well on the lute; for he not only
wishes to sing well, but also to obtain applause: but this
is not in his power. Accordingly, where he has skill,
there he has confidence. Bring any single person who
knows nothing of music, and the musician does not care
for him. But in the matter where a man knows nothing
and has not been practised, there he is anxious. What
matter is this? He knows not what a crowd is or what
the praise of a crowd is. However he has learned to
strike the lowest chord and the highest;305 but what the
praise of the many is, and what power it has in life he
neither knows nor has he thought about it. Hence he
must of necessity tremble and grow pale. I cannot then
say that a man is not a lute player when I see him
afraid, but I can say something else, and not one thing,
but many. And first of all I call him a stranger and say,
This man does not know in what part of the world he is,
but though he has been here so long, he is ignorant of
the laws of the State and the customs, and what is permitted and what is not; and he has never employed any
lawyer to tell him and to explain the laws. But a man
does not write a will, if he does not know how it ought to
be written, or he employs a person who does know; nor
does he rashly seal a bond or write a security. But he
uses his desire without a lawyer's advice, and aversion,
and pursuit (movement), and attempt and purpose. How
do you mean without a lawyer? He does not know that
he wills what is not allowed, and does not will that which
is of necessity; and he does not know either what is his
own or what is another man's; but if he did know, he
would never be impeded, he would never be hindered, he
would not be anxious. How so?Is any man then afraid
about things which are not evils?No.Is he afraid
about things which are evils, but still so far within his
power that they may not happen?Certainly he is not.
If then the things which are independent of the will are
neither good nor bad, and all things which do depend on
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the will are within our power, and no man can either take
them from us or give them to us, if we do not choose,
where is room left for anxiety? But we are anxious about
our poor body, our little property, about the will of Caesar;
but not anxious about things internal. Are we anxious
about not forming a false opinion?No, for this is in my
power.About not exerting our movements contrary to
nature?No, not even about this.When then you
see a man pale, as the physician says, judging from the
complexion, this man's spleen is disordered, that man's
liver; so also say, this man's desire and aversion are disordered, he is not in the right way, he is in a fever. For
nothing else changes the colour, or causes trembling or
chattering of the teeth, or causes a man to
Sink in his knees and shift from foot to foot.Iliad, xiii. 281.
For this reason when Zeno was going to meet Antigonus,306
he was not anxious, for Antigonus had no power over any
of the things which Zeno admired; and Zeno did not care
for those things over which Antigonus had power. But
Antigonus was anxious when he was going to meet Zeno,
for he wished to please Zeno; but this was a thing
external (out of his power). But Zeno did not want to
please Antigonus; for no man who is skilled in any art
wishes to please one who has no such skill.
Should I try to please you? Why? I suppose, you
know the measure by which one man is estimated by
another. Have you taken pains to learn what is a good
man and what is a bad man, and how a man becomes one
or the other? Why then are you not good yourself?
How, he replies, am I not good?Because no good man
laments or groans or weeps, no good man is pale and
trembles, or says, How will he receive me, how will he
listen to me?Slave, just as it pleases him. Why do you
care about what belongs to others? Is it now his fault if
he receives badly what proceeds from you?Certainly.
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And is it possible that a fault should be one man's, and
the evil in another?No.Why then are you anxious
about that which belongs to others?Your question is
reasonable; but I am anxious how I shall speak to him.
Cannot you then speak to him as you choose?But I fear
that I may be disconcerted?If you are going to write the
name of Dion, are you afraid that you would be disconcerted?By no means.Why? is it not because you have
practised writing the name?Certainly.Well, if you
were going to read the name, would you not feel the
same? and why? Because every art has a certain
strength and confidence in the things which belong to it.
Have you then not practised speaking? and what else did
you learn in the school? Syllogisms and sophistical propositions?307 For what purpose? was it not for the purpose
of discoursing skilfully? and is not discoursing skilfully
the same as discoursing seasonably and cautiously and
with intelligence, and also without making mistakes and
without hindrance, and besides all this with confidence?
Yes.When then you are mounted on a horse and go into
a plain, are you anxious at being matched against a man
who is on foot, and anxious in a matter in which you are
practised, and he is not?Yes, but that person (to whom
I am going to speak) has power to kill me.308 Speak the
truth then, unhappy man, and do not brag, nor claim to
be a philosopher, nor refuse to acknowledge your masters,
but so long as you present this handle in your body,
follow every man who is stronger than yourself. So,
crates used to practise speaking, he who talked as he did to
the tyrants,310 to the dicasts (judges), he who talked in
his prison. Diogenes had practised speaking, he who
spoke as he did to Alexander, to the pirates, to the person
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who bought him. These men were confident in the
things which they practised.311 But do you walk off to
your own affairs and never leave them: go and sit in a
corner, and weave syllogisms, and propose them to
another. There is not in you the man who can rule a
state.